Thursday, 13 September 2018


"aku tahu kamu nggak akan tahan sama aku." dia menjauhi kekasihnya. kekasihnya tidak menahan, apalagi mengejar. dia tahu tidak akan ada yang bisa bertahan dengannya. tidak akan ada.

dia juga meninggalkan dirinya sendiri.

Tuesday, 11 September 2018


there's one thing much better beyond sex
there's one thing more addicting beyond amphetamine
it's a warm conversation at 2 am, in your room for two, we looked into each other and the whole universe went silent.

Monday, 10 September 2018


i want to write about us. i want to put us in a movie. i want to share our mid-night conversation to everyone, that they probably won't give a fuck. i want to lay lazy next to you like i used to do. and have another warm conversation. and another eyes on me. deeper. warmer.
you are my cocaine. i'm overdose.

Wednesday, 5 September 2018

Monday, 3 September 2018

Tuesday, 28 August 2018


darling, would you please put off any label?
religion, sex identity, sex orientation, mental illness
i'm tired with these shits
i've had enough
i just want to love you in present
i just want to love the whole you
i just want to love you as a human
you can be sad and i promise i won't judge you a depressed
you can be happy and explode in the sky and i promise i won't judge you a manic
you can be affraid of stupid things and i promise i won't judge you a paranoid
oh, baby little boy
sleep in my arms
it's safe here

Monday, 27 August 2018


it still feels like a magic.
i love the conversation that keep us awake. i feel like we were drunk. i feel like we were fireworks, exploding in the dark night sky.
that night was ecstatic. don't you like how it felt too?
"there were only two nights i stayed awake. on new year's eve, and tonight."
and by that words that came from you, i know you liked our night. you like it. you still do.